Senior year has started. It's so strange. I feel scared shitless, but I knew what was going to happen for a long time. I don't want childhood to be over. I wish there was more time...I remember waiting for this forever, but now, I have something to stay in this town for. Actually, someone. Why did it take so long for us to happen? A year seems to short a time to spend with him. I have loved little in my life, but I know I love him. I want him to be by my side, forever. And I know that is too much to ask for. He is my other half, my right arm. I don't want to amputate him. If I could have anything, it would not be money or fame, it would just be more time. Time to grow, time to love. I seemed to have fallen quite hard, but he is there to catch me.

I love you Alex.